the things i will never experience again

im never gonna hear your voice again. im never gonna hear the way you said my name. how sweetly it rolled of your tongue and into my ear.

i'll never feel the warmth of your words, as they have turned cold like a stilled bath. your promises broken on the floor and my hope draining in the icey water.

i'll never get to feel what we couldve been. the idea of you in my future being erased from my mind completely. but we wrote them down a little too hard, hoped too much, and now i can still see them. even after i tried to erase them and write over them.

i'll never get to smell you again. your smell circling my mind. im already forgetting and its driving me insane.

these things that i will never have again, that i didnt take for granted, but cherished, will not be nothing but souvenirs of a time when you had a place in my heart.

i hope your souvenir is much more plentiful than mine.